Baby! Where are you?

Wednesday, November 29, 2006

Too Roo for now

Something is stopping me from blogging and I can't quite put my finger on what it is.
It could be because my blog was read by someone I know and I feel that I can't write from the heart anymore. I'm having more trouble than I thought getting over it.
It might just be because I don't feel the need to blog anymore.
I'm not really sure.
Not a lot of people swing by anyway so I hope I am not letting too many people down.
I just thought I'd let you know that everythig is going really well. I have just had the morphology scan and everthing is great. We chose not to find out the sex of our baby. It was lovely to see babe flicking all over the place. My tummy is getting nice and round and tight. I'm not as tired but I wish I could get rid of this back pain.
I still haven't bought anything for the babe but lots of things keep coming my way which is handy.
I can't forget the difficult road I have been on. Although I am enjoying every minute of being pregnant I am struggling to let go of the pain and the resentment I feel towards having had a couple of very sad, difficult years. I feel like I still have a lot of work to do emotionally but I am starting to change.
I'm not sure that I'll write much for a while. I don't really know where I am going with this blog anymore.
I do keep reading your blogs though and I am always thinking of the progress of my bloggy sisters.
Take care.